Blowing Off Steam

For no reason at all, I want to put this down into words, because kicking someone's ass for no reason at all may not be good for anyone, even me. So yes, I'm pissed off. Ever since last night, I've been nothing but in a good mood. I haven't been like this in quite a while. I guess I know why. I've tried my best not to get this mad at something, because I was literally shaking as I stood at the train with people bumping me over and over again. I couldn't vent it there, so here's my first ever hate blog.

Ever had that feeling that someone's lying to you, even when you already know something they did? And the feeling you get when they try to cover up said lies by more lies? Certainly not the best feeling in the world.

For some reason, people tend to lie more just to cover up one little mistake or error they did. They have this thinking that they can save their asses by using the same trick over and over. And to try to rationalize by using the most impossible of reason and circumstances they can think of.

I'm no expert on how people lie and what they exhibit when they do, but to be able to know for certain that this person lied to me, is something I wish I never had.

Why? Because I have been lied to so many times, it's not even fair on my part.

So I got used to it, and learned to shrug it off.

But not today.

I got so pissed off, I almost hit some random guy just by being in my way as I walked down the mall. This was so different from all those times I've been double-crossed that I couldn't stand it. I don't even have the appetite to eat at all because of the disgust I get from thinking about it.

It makes me cringe and boils my blood. It even caused a migraine to develop.

I am so not in the mood, I don't think I could stand to pretend to be okay tomorrow. Of all days to be like this, an exam day. Good luck with that.

Well, I better end this before my laptop cracks into two from all this typing. It didn't help at all. Still pissed. This is a warning to those who know me. Don't add insult to injury, I might just snap.