Good morning America! Yes dear readers, I am officially here in Carson, CA. I arrived here at around 5am Manila time, 1pm US time. So far things have been okay, except for the fact that I miss a certain person. We've met several times before I left the country back in February, but in all those times we were together, we never actually did anything meaningful or thoughtful. We just talked and spent time together. I had the urge every time to tell her I love her, hug and kiss her, but never took the chance because I may end up getting her mad at me or hate me for it. I honestly thought that she didn't care that much about me leaving, OR SO I THOUGHT.
We both regretted not having done more those three times we met. Although just seeing her meant enough for me, I still wish we did more than just talk and kid around. I could honestly say that I cried about it. Out of frustration and regret. Maybe because I wont be coming home soon, and that I may never get to see her and be with her. Sucks when you realize things too late.
Now we only talk through the net, in the wee hours that we share together. They say that distance makes the heart grow fonder. I hope that's true for my sake.
